Sunday, March 29, 2009

Sweet Dream

Wow...today i have a very very very sweet dream lo^^Cos my cucu came in my dream leh,and some of the atc committee,my god...When wake up from the dream i cann't remember all the happening but what I remember are we all went for a trip(forget where was it!),when at night we all going for a long walk at a road,hui ling jatuh longkang^^(lucklly she didn't injure..),when at hostel all play and very enjoy,many others have forget !_!...Awesome man...I remember that during the trip had many things happen but i had forget all tat,haiz...Harap-harap later when go to sleep this type of dream wil come out again ^^except hui ling jatuh longkang lagi lah^^

Haiz...If it can happen in our real life,i think it would be very very very fun for us...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Yeoh...

Last wednesday goes kwang hua stay until saturday for the atc.The different between before n after is at the 1st day most committee didn't crazy as like 3rd day^^
All sharing their different story as fun as out of their mind^^
During this atc soh wee was my asst and at the 1st day we are like the crazy person keeping running from 1 floor until 4^^until our leg at the next day seen like getting broken^^
but we don't mind on it because we very very very enjoy our job^^haha...
I feel that this year atc is much more better than last 2,3 years,
maybe is we have a good camp commander and asst camp commander and all committee pah^^
But sad to said that saturday night i get to go back liao cos have a very important relative marry and parent told me must go...
So at the saturday night sze chiet said want take some photo together then after i finish taking my bath and cheak out.After putting my baggage my dad was waiting for my already and i told him that i get to inform all the committee.
So i go to inform Soon Hong,Heng Chuan and others committee and suddenly Soon Hong and Heng Chuan told the members that i'm going back and when the members said bye bye with me,I feel very touch and my ears going to drop down leh,I think no 1 know gua^^
After that me and some of the committee take some photo as a sweet memory for us,when taking the photo i want to smile but don't know y cann't.At that time I punya mulut when want to smile,macam akan nangis...I haven see the photo yet,maybe i punya facial expression sangat ugly gua...After that I had went for the dinner...

Before that many people asked me y I have hilang for a long time and now muncul lagi,So i told them that this time I came is because Soon Hong need help so I give a hand for him,if is others invide me I won't go also...

This 4 days I very happy and enjoy on this event and it wil keep on my mind forever...

I'm here to thanks all the commmittee who had helping me
during the camp and if i had did any mistake or make those feel bad,
I'm would like to said SORRY.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Sad la

Just now quarrel with my mum...That's a long long story.During she fetch me to shiang yun house scold me and when she said"if you are talent then don't asked me to fetch you la"I was very very angry and when the car is moving i just open the door and went down.Lucklly i didn't injuired.After that walk to shiang yun house and go for the meeting.

I know that my mum talk all that is for my own good but now I'm mature and I know what am I doing.U know that what am I thinking on and y I doing this but y cann't u accept it...I know that I had promise u and dad on won't join in again.But I had told u all that I join in is not because of St.john but is my 2nd family.Maybe u cann't understand on how was the relationship for me on my 2nd family...I know what am I doing now.And i wish to said sorry to u mum on quarrel with u,cos i know that u scolded me is worry on me n for me own good.Supposing i not wish quarrel with u but at that time i was too angry so...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

别说我的眼泪你无所谓

一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼睛你无所谓
看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰
一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼睛你无所谓
看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰


看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰

如果说拥有你,是上天对我的宽容
那又何必开这样的玩笑
当你找到幸福的那一天
请不要忘记....有一个人
永远……爱着你

Friday, March 6, 2009

Car accident

Yesterday midnight around 1a.m the eletric on my area cut off so I decide to brought my younger brother go out to have a drink.And when I drive in my road suddenly the idiot honda driver go in my road so I faster turn to the left and it happen at pandamaran B beside road on the temple.The wheel hit the Lang kao and pamcit.The hit sound very loud and make all the people at temple came out to see what happen.At that time I try to reassure my own and i pack my car at a side to see how was my car but the idiot honda driver just drove away...Na bek idiot...Lucklly at that time I didn't speeding if not sure my car wil Peng ,at that time sure fracture and bleeding...
After I pack my car at a side ,my younger brother and me get to change the wheel.Lucklly my father teach me before on how to change the wheel if not...I jec up the car until like going to the hell and my brother take out the wheel and put the new 1.The wheel is totally damage and cann't be use again ,so u can imagine how was it look like...
After finish changed the wheel I think is just an small case...when I start the engine it al seen like ok but when i start to move the car my car staling is out of control.I was totally shock on what is going on so i pack my car on a side again see how was going on.I saw the wheel is different shape with the others,it cann't turn straight so is very dangerious to drive because when the car move it wil go left and right n is out of control.I had no choice so i get to drive very very very slow to avoid langgar kereta orang lain...I get to drive from pandamaran B until my house,I get to full concentrate and wanted to reach my house as fast as possible in the speed slow.

Finally i reach home and the electri still cut off...i call my brother to wake up my father to...My father didn't scold and because of dad didn't scold me i wil feel more terrible cos i know I'm reli reli make my dad feel very disappionted...Before I go out my dad told me to pay more attention cos midnight driving was very dangerious and i answer him OK I WILL but at the end i still...

I went to sleep at 4a.m++and i have think alot...I feel that i don't have a friends for me to dependency...even seen i have alot of friends and shun but i still no dependency to each other...And no 1 cann't understand on me because i cann't understand on my own too...

Until now my family didn't talk to me a word...I think I won't drive durng this few months...

Sunday, March 1, 2009

This two days I'm very very very busy and I readly cann't sleep well...

On that saturday,I had go back my secondary schoool sport day and have a meet with DIV 15 members .At the same time,to get the support to them.Their performance was good but many people told me that thier performance did badly and i just answer them "does it"!I don't want talk so much to them because I trust on DIV15 always try all their best on doing something and as what I keeoing telling them is the good result will be on thier own which how much that they had pay out on it,and does they learn something from that ,if yes,then that was thier good result,just because they had try all thier best to get it.At the end,they had proof it and they get third place on the foot drill and their chairman hui ling and all the committee feel very very very happy and pround on it.I as the chairman for past had a long time didn't saw all this members have that type of smile.

On the next day was the area competition,at the early morning,sin yun,shiang yun,hui ling and pcc had came to my huose and we go to zhi wei house to fetch the competition skuad go kwang hua.Before that i not wish to go for the competition because I dare to said i don't like st.john because it make me always get scold by my parent...But at the end I still went for the competition because of my guai shun hui ling keep asked me to go and wish to give support to staj competition teams so I go.During the competition had something happening but it also had show that all of they had the team work and thier performance is totally good than me when the past I joining the competition.But the result had make adult team and us feel very disappointedand sad but as we are the senior ,we get to try comfort them so although we feel very tired but shiang yun and me still decide bring them go to having a dinner together and finally we decide go jeft and everyone enjoying thier dinner in the happy world.After that we bring them back to the zhi wei house and fetch some of them back to the home.

When i came back home and take my bath then have go to bed if not when my parent come back home sure get scold by them...and yesterday I ready have a comfortable and good sleep...SONG ah....